PROM

What the fuck happened to me?

Darling, don’t love what doesn’t exist. Don’t love the person who makes you lose your grasp on reality, who makes your head spin and you can’t distinguish the insanity from the sanity, whose very name causes an ache in your heart and a shiver in your spine, who is beyond all that you thought a human could be. They’re not real; they’re a ghost of a fantasy, a phantom of mystery. They’re untouchable, and unreal as beautiful as they are. Don’t fall in love with the person who makes you forget actuality, as romantic as that can sound; go and love the person that gives you simplicity and hope and makes reality more real and better, everyday. 

But we all wanted to die so that we could find a reason to live

I have the biggest literary, historical, and girl crush on Zelda Fitzgerald

Show me how beautiful you are, let me see your eyes light up with the love, hear your breath as it catches on your words, feel your hands shake in tender excitement, put all your thoughts into my head - let me touch who you are.

I will probably fall in love with you if you know Charles Bukowski

New York City is flawless at night

Ed Sheeran concert was so amazing and every part of me is still tingly. Perfect night.

I begin my Beyonce fitness plan tomorrow

And maybe I’m just in an awfully emotional mood, but “Wake Me Up” by Ed Sheeran is causing me incessant tears just listening through my computer so how am I going to react when I hear it live in a week?